Its the oddest times you start to write
July 19, 2010
So i haven’t had a blog with no real topic for a while.
I guess i had to just write, you know ? there are sometimes when you feel as if writing is the only thing keeping you sane , keeping your mind on track ,the feeling that if you don’t write something then suddenly penguins are going to march into your room saying ‘ you lost , there’s a polar bear in every freezer now ‘ or something like that.
Yes to write is to think , to think is to dream and to dream can be saucy,stupid or enlightening depending on what mood your in at that particular time. Time is another thing that seems to take hold of us all, when we drop the ball (like i have alot in recent weeks demolishing the very few pleasures i have and completely ruining a relationship actually made the earth stand still) we all end up like footballers after they’ve lost a match, telling everyone where we went wrong , how we will make sure that we dont make the same mistakes again with people we care about .
But do we ? do we as a species actually learn from our mistakes? lets face it , people who get with people who hurt them always go back to them , the guy who had a failed business and went bankrupt never seems to learn and the one who left their straightening irons on their best top is most likely to do that again soon.
So what is it that keeps some people from making mistakes that doesn’t stop others? It maybe how big the failing was. I know i wont let someone down like that again, its ok for me to say it or write it , but ill never know until im in that position again which i really i hope doesn’t happen because that means another person has to have a terrible and traumatic time for me to show ive learned from my failing and that im more mature, more in tune and have more control over my own manic depression to concentrate on others rather than let comments and people sniping at me to really upset me at a time when another person needs me more.
On another note i have also realized that information gives people too much power, and that some networks such as social ones get out of hand because of websites now days . so i have decided that in the future i shall be taking down all of the pictures, memories and times that are on facebook and shutting down my own account. Social networking is supposed to be the future, but when your own mentality predicts that it can ruin your own life,relationships, job applications and friendships then its best that you have that power, not a website.
Piece and chicken grease .
